I want definition.
I want nice, neat little boxes.
If not black and white, then broad black borders to contain the colors within.
I don’t want things to merge, to blend, to intermingle.
I want to draw a line between thoughts and feelings.
I want to shut off that part of me responsible for irrational.
I don’t want to be able just to identify it, but send it packing.
There’s a difference between knowing and feeling.
I can know it all I want. I have to be able to feel it.